Fake It Til You Make It

I’ve always taken a fake it til I make it approach in my life.  I can remember all the way back to my childhood feeling out of place, but putting on a big smile and a cute pair of Mary Jane’s and acting like I fit right in.

I’ve done this with fashion my whole life.  I might not be a sorority sister, have an inheritance or should have landed the stud muffin of a husband I did, but I believe I have so many wonderful things in my life because I refused to not be fabulous!

I had to take on cancer the same way.  The first time, ok, the first three times I walked into City Of Hope (where I will be getting my stem cell transplant) I broke down crying.  “I am not one of these people” until I realized I am.  So, I am going to fake it til I make it and I will make it and have NO more cancer!

In almost all of my posts I do not feel so good on the inside, but I will not let cancer rule what I look like on the outside.  Just because I am sick, I don’t have to look sick.  FU cancer.  I rock!